Sometimes, all you wish to do is to free your heart & soul just like how freely the birds & hot air balloon are…
Let go, it says… & slowly, you will be able to spread your wings & find happiness… The question is how?
Low self esteem mode on again…
I totally hate it when it happens. Negative thoughts please go away. I just need the right students to cheer or break my day tmrw. Let’s hope it is a positive one.
I had the most fantastic weekend ever. So much better than anything i had during the school holidays! Finally, a day out of Singapore is all I need to feel a real holiday, no matter how near it is to Singapore.
Went to Batam with love, Hilmi & Mat Noh. Bcos love said I could only join them if I try cable ski, I had no choice but to try. Being one who cannot swim & so afraid of getting drown, it was something beyond my widest imagination. I still remember when I first started. My heart was betting even faster than I could ever think and my thoughts ran wild. When the cable pulled my rope, I hold on to it with my dear life as I screamed louder than anyone else there. When I was forced to release it as the pull was too strong, I thought that was the end of me. I was so far away from everyone else, about 150-200 m away. I got into the water and then I float with the life vest on as well as my board. The person brought me back on a bike as it is too far for us to walk. A group of philippines people cheered. Haha. Love was saying everyone was laughing when I took my first ride. Who doesn’t? I even laughed at my own action. I did not try much after that as I was afraid I cannot function well in school today and I had an important presentation. I did not scream after the first trial. I was able to enjoy a bit more after subsequent trials. I have yet to try the real deal as the one I tried was the knee board. Now that I’m back, I realized I love it. Inshallah more to come with the real deal. Now, time to nurse my burnt face, legs and hands as well as my aching arms. Toodles :)





